I'm not sorry-
Why can't you just give me support in my times of need.
Just believe in me when I'm trying to do better instead of
yelling at me thinking it will help.
Why can't you just say you believe in me, and that I can do it,
instead of telling me I'll never get anywhere in life if I don't be
exactly who you want me to be.
I'm sorry I can't be "normal" like every, supposed, other child in the world.
I'm not normal.
I'm sorry I have a hard time talking to people and I can't make eye
contact with someone for more than 5 seconds.
I'm sorry my social anxiety gets in the way of you appearing like you
have normal children, because you're so concerned with what the
cashier at the grocery store has to say about us.
I'm so sorry I can't be the person you want me to be so badly.
But I'm not sorry about who I am. I can't be who you want me to be
because I'm already occupied with who I am. That's all I can be.
I wouldn't want to be anyone else but me.
I just want you to embrace the me I am....Or would you rather keep me
waiting with the me you want me to be, because THAT me will never come.