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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: Radio
  • Reading: a water bottle lable
  • Watching: a fish swim around
  • Playing: Unfair mario
  • Eating: cake
  • Drinking: milk
I'm not sorry-

  Why can't you just give me support in my times of need.

Just believe in me when I'm trying to do better instead of
yelling at me thinking it will help.

Why can't you just say you believe in me, and that I can do it,
instead of telling me I'll never get anywhere in life if I don't be
exactly who you want me to be.

I'm sorry I can't be "normal" like every, supposed, other child in the world.
I'm not normal.

I'm sorry I have a hard time talking to people and I can't make eye
contact with someone for more than 5 seconds.

I'm sorry my social anxiety gets in the way of you appearing like you
have normal children, because you're so concerned with what the
cashier at the grocery store has to say about us.

I'm so sorry I can't be the person you want me to be so badly.

But I'm not sorry about who I am. I can't be who you want me to be
because I'm already occupied with who I am. That's all I can be.

I wouldn't want to be anyone else but me.

I just want you to embrace the me I am....Or would you rather keep me
waiting with the me you want me to be, because THAT me will never come.

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Zivichi Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  New member Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the favs! Neko Emoji-28 (Yay sho happy) [V2] 
catilakbluez Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for the fave
AurelGweillys Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the Watch~
thesurgeonszydrate Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!! It's much appreciated! hug 
xxxKILLxxx103 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome, I like the little pic you put at the end with Sam and dean, I swear I laughed for like 10 minutes at it. Haha :D
thesurgeonszydrate Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha, me too!! I'm glad it made you laugh Cx I hope it made your day a little better even if it was already a good day. :P
Chardoz Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for favving! ^-^
SexySonadow Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014
Why Hello There !!~!! Thank You Kindly For Da Watch Darling !!!!! :hug:

:heart: :rose: :blowkiss: :tighthug: :icontardhugplz:

ANOTHER BIOSHOCK FAN ~~~~~ I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^O^
xxxKILLxxx103 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
If you love bioshock, than I recommend checking out the Elizabeth cosplayer that I made the Salts bottle for.
She makes a beautiful one.
SexySonadow Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2014
I Will Look her up soon!
So I'm watching her So I Can get to her page much quicker! XD
I bet she does! :D
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